Big news today....actually got in van and drove with Amelie in van, just me and her, for the very first time ever. I was far more nervous on the run up to the whole thing than when I actually did it, but then one almost always has more time to think on the lead up to important events than during the event itself. Did feel very freeing though and is definitely a great confidence builder, the hardest thing was just having the balls to do it in the first place. Now all I need to do is just keep calm and hold it together.